It is hard for me to see the progress I have made in my life. I feel like I constantly sinking in quicksand. My wife keeps telling me how proud of me she is and how much progress I have made.
I can only seem to see how I am doing right now and can not imagine how I was before. My therapy has helped me find some ways to channel some of my nervous energy away mostly through guided imagery.
I still have a lot of issues. I have very low executive function. Problems with bathing and personal hygiene. The though of leaving my house terrifies me and I still can barley talk to my father in law.
I have started writing a book. I am about 7000 words into it I am hoping to get it published. I am hoping if I can do that I might not feel like as much of a failure and maybe it will bring in a little bit of money.
Autism with kids 